i am hankering after...

very happy for a few ppl that had made significant improvement. and i admire them, so much that i hope to be like them. i hope my admiration wont turn to jealousy. i am jealous of ppl easily, really. but i think after turning 16, i shld exercise some maturity and not be so immature and childish in my thoughts. after all, i am born to be...me. thats what makes me special. so i just have to deal with my stuffs one by one. i am not a victim, i am a victor. only victory belongs to me. i hope my mother will be more supportive of me. thts all i hope for. seriously...