how can anyone cry and yet look so good?

rept episode 15 twice, and cried like mad. Mum thinks im mad already. I think guys with eyeliners look xtremely sexy. As u can see frm my loves. Bill Kaulitz, T.O.P, and now because jang geun suk uses eyeliner, JANG GEUN SUK. I wonder, who's nx? HAHAH