wedding of the year soon (maybe). meanwhile, i am so pleased that i slept from 3pm to 530pm just now. it was really like a recharge time for me. at least i think it can see me thru my late night session tonight. i am ready to bring my power for the fuckity o lvls, or at least, i think so.

Realised that i had been improving in my anger management recently & im more than pleased with this major improvement. Anyway, to this certain somebody, pride comes before defeat. I know and i have tasted it. I hope you wont go through the similar torment i went through. God Bless.

Back to my anger management topic. I try not to shout at ppl esp my parents, i try to smile and say thank you after anyone has said something. I count to 10 when i feel that im going to swear. All these may seem like trivial matters to you, but to me, its a major leap. I improved from a person who uses vulgarities like punctuations to a somebody who uses it sparingly and its rare for me to use it now. Thats why i say, hold evtg in prayer. God has a timing for evtg. and his timing is always right. bcus i feel the urge (NOW) to do well in olvls so that i wont disappoint my parents and living up to my personal motto of...Challenging yourself.

Its quite late for me to realise that but its better than nothing.

Goodbye.

(hopefully its for long.... :P)