LONG WHINY POST, AGAIN

sucks. everything just sucks. shame is five-fingered. i had brought evtg unto myself. i deserve it. stop reproaching! start resolving.

my sentences are shrinking in number. i guess one fine day, i might just end up saying "oh" or "huh" for the day. despite the fact that i had been able to contrl my temper better nowadays, i cannot seem to get a grip of my emotions. they are like hay-wire and they short circuit any time of the year. ytd, something so sudden happen. it set me thinking and realising how short life is. it got me thinking and wondering if i had been appreciating the things and ppl around me. i hadnt, obviously. this is a crucial period of the year. this is the time where i cannot allow setbacks to deter me from advancing to the nx stage..u know, like a game. though i dont play any games, i rekon its something like that.

a fire will burn itself out if u dont add any oil to it. well, it goes to say. everything will come to an end. i shld stop bothering abt such unneccesary stuffs and concentrate on how to improve my grades and set my engines going, once again.

periods are back. they are so irregular. but its not mind-boggling anymore. s-t-r-e-s-s. what is stress? i guess im in no position to say it since i havnt start studying full force. i am such a disgrace to myself, to my family and to this human race.

i need a plastic surgery. instantly! no wait, im plastic enough.
bye.